IM BACK

Man are you alive?! Abracadabra, i will rename you!

Strangely i lost all my older posts, kinda have mixed feelings because one part of me dont wanna rake up the past while the other side of me wants to relive it. So im 22 now, no longer the youthful and naive me who thinks of love as romeo & juliet. Im a grown man now, bestowed with so much responsibilities to take care of my parents my kiddo bro and dear Bandit, and to plan the future ahead of me. And so i enrolled myself into University of RMIT, Bachelor's Degree in Accountancy. I wanna diversify my job opportunities for the future, i have friends who have problems finding jobs nowadays and it worries me. I dont wanna be jobless EVER.

 Alittle update about whats going on with my life now.

 Been trying very hard change my "Mr Nice" personality and how serious i take things, dont know how to change it still though. Well they say good friends will be blunt towards you because they genuinely wants you change for the better, so i must thank chan seng and eric for pointing it out for all these years.

Ive been forcing myself to complete 40 standard pushups, 40 diamond pushups, 40 wide-arm pushups, 200 crunches, 20 sets of chest lift and 4km run per day just so i can stay in shape and hopefully get my gold during my next IPPT. Fit much? A beauty definitely deserves a beast.

 FINALLY...Im taking up guitar lessons, courtesy of Mr Tang. I realize that the ukulele operates differently from the guitar, so im still learning the ropes here. Mr tang's got another student, she's very talented...DARNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS IM A DEAD WEIGHT when she already surpassed the certain topic. which just means one thing, practice practice practice.

Been waiting close to 10 yrs for that bubbly someone, and i always have myself to blame. For not being able to speak out what i really feel. Im a lion without a mane, everytime i talk myself into contacting her, i end up dropping the idea, I HATE MYSELF. I cannot look at her the same way like i did years back, she's the luckiest girl in the world right now and i would never ruin this moment. Im just alil late, and im already torn. But till then... How can I move on when im still in love with you?

Here's something to cheer up myself up with, I sing ALOT nowadays! LIKE REALLY ALOT, i find it a way to channel all my pressure/feelings/stress onto. Im gonna beg fidel to do a cover with me the next time i see him.

TO DO LIST IN THE YEAR 2013: 
1. POST MY 1ST SONG COVER WITH FIDEL
2. HELP MY PARENTS WITH MORE CHORES (laundry's my forte, but now i have to venture into the wild)
3. WORK OUT A SCHEDULE WITH DAD SO I CAN FINALLY FERRY MY FRIENDS HOME
4. QUIT BEING SO STUBBORN
5. ORGANISE MORE 2E5 OUTINGS
6. STUDY FOR AT LEAST 2 HOURS EVERYDAY
7. IMPROVE THE WAY HOW I PLAY THE GUITAR
8. 2E5 ANNIVERSARY (erhem.. moss code)
9. COOK DINNER FOR FRIENDS BECAUSE ZI CHAR IS FREAKING EXPENSIVE
10. BECOME BULKIER
11. KEEP IN CONTACT WITH ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS (Chester, GY, RISHI etc and Army bros) 12. MAKE SURE I GET TAYLOR'S CONCERT TIX
13. HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF


 Cheerio